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Chapter
Five Fed to the Cubs
After many
minutes of crying my heart out on Diane’s shoulder, she led me around to the
other side of the bed, opened up her wardrobe and after searching through
several shelves she pulled out a track suit.
“Here, put this
on love.”
I was several
sizes bigger than Diane, but the tracksuit was loose fitting and I gratefully
took it from her and dressed myself. I had no underwear but that was of little
consequence. I was just grateful to be able to hide my nakedness. Diane also
threw on a tee shirt and shorts that did little to hide her desirable body.
Diane then took
my hand, and led me like a helpless child down the hallway to the front door.
Thankfully Mark was nowhere in sight. Diane opened the front door, placed the
rent money in my hand, kissed me lightly on cheek, and as I stepped outside she
mumbled in my ear, “You are so sweet.” She actually caused me to blush.
Fortunately the
rain and thunder had now passed. I drove home in a stunned trance, and once
inside my apartment I flopped onto the bed, exhausted, and surprisingly slept
like a baby.
Needless to say,
I could not face up to what I had allowed to happen to me. It troubled me
greatly and I just could not deal with it emotionally. I soon convinced myself
that it was an act of temporary insanity, brought about by the stress of the
unpaid rent and the frightening storm. I desperately wanted to forget the whole
incident, but what troubled me most was the ‘deal’ I had done with Mark to stop
the whipping. I decided to hatch up a smart plan to get me off the hook. I
wrote a very polite letter to them both, apologising for my behaviour on that
night, asking them to forgive me and also to forget about everything that had
happened. I also wrote that I realised I had, under stress, made a deal with
Mark, and since I was a woman who kept her word I was prepared to offer them
one months free rent in exchange for the deal.
Even though it
irritated me greatly to forfeit one months rent, I
desperately wanting to get the ‘deal’ settled otherwise I would always be in
fear of picking up the phone and hearing Mark’s voice on the other end. I was
very confident they would jump at my generous offer, given they were poor
students.
I was
flabbergasted when I opened my mail a few days later to find they had returned
my letter to me, and in big print had written ‘No
deal.’ I was furious and picked up the phone to have it out with them, but then
thought better of it and hung up before I had finished dialling.
I was totally on
edge. Every time the phone went over the ensuing days I picked it up with
trepidation. I struggled to stay focused on my business and felt my life was
falling apart.
Finally the time
came when the rent was due. I checked my bank account, but the payment had not
been made. I was not surprised. I had to wait 2 days until I received the phone
call that I knew was inevitable. It was Mark, requesting that I pick the rent
up from them in person at
“I would much
rather not,” I responded, but to me my voice lacked conviction.
“
But you will”, Mark
replied confidently, “You are, after all, a woman of your word. Isn’t that how
you put it?”
“Yes but I made a
fair offer to…..” I tried to plead my case but Mark had hung up.
I tried to stay
focused by cooking dinner, but then found I had no appetite to eat it. I then
ran a hot bath and bathed in the luxuriant warmth. It made me relax and cleared
my head. I resolved I would go to
I drove to 17
Wisteria feeling strong and confident. It was a beautiful starry night. A good
omen I though. I parked my Mercedes and strode confidently up to the front
door, but as I stood there about to knock I could feel the butterflies in my
stomach and the familiar quicken of the heartbeat. I was furious with myself as
I sucked in big breaths of fresh air to try and steady myself. I was then
totally off guard when the front door opened, as I had not even knocked.
It was Mark,
wearing only a bathrobe, and with his mobile phone to his ear. He beckoned for
me to come in but continued his conversation on the mobile. I entered and stood
awkwardly, aware that even though he had not even said a word to me he was
already exerting his control.
Finally he
interrupted his conversation and addressed me. “Undress.”
He made the
comment so casually, like he was asking me if I wanted coffee.
For a moment I
stared at him open mouthed, then responded, “Pardon Me?”
“You heard me.
Undress. Take off all your clothing. Everything. Including your jewellery.”
I was deeply
embarrassed. Not only was he showing me absolutely no respect, but also whoever
was on the phone could clearly overhear how he was talking to me. I stood
defiant. I looked up the hallway hoping that Diane would appear to at least
give me support. And the thought of seeing her delectable naked body would be
very pleasant, I hated to admit to myself. However
Diane was nowhere to be seen.
“I will not ask
again.” Marks young eyes pierced through me, then he casually returned to his
phone conversation.
I tried so hard
to remain stoic. To remain loyal to my old persona.
But my hands betrayed me. They began undoing the buttons to my own clothing. I
was having this outer body experience again. I was this other person looking
down on this 42 year old woman betraying all her ideals, all her morals.
Soon I was clad
in only my underwear. I wanted desperately to stop there, to retain some of my
dignity at least. But instead I took in a deep breath, removed my bra, and then
stepped out of my panties. I could not believe I had actually done it. Then I
recalled his request to remove my jewellery therefore took out my earrings and removed
my two rings. This simple act served to even increase my feelings of nakedness.
Throughout my
undressing Mark starred at me dispassionately, continuing his conversation
unabated. Once I was naked I fidgeted nervously. I was embarrassed beyond
belief, but knew that underlying all this embarrassment there was an undeniable
sexual energy pulsing through my body. This frightened me, as I did not
understand it. There is no way I should be feeling this way.
Finally Mark
finished his conversation and put down the phone. His eyes studied me from head
to toe.
“Turn around”
Slowly I turned
full circle. I could not believe I was allowing this 19 year old to study my
body in detail.
“You are
overweight”
I am not sure
what I expected Mark to say to me, but it was certainly not as ego crushing as
being told I am overweight.
“I am a lot older
than you and Diane,” I responded defensively.
“How old are
you?”
“Thirty nine,” I
lied. A woman lying about her age comes naturally.
“Your age is no
excuse for being overweight”
I felt like
telling him he would hardly know what it was like to endure a broken marriage
and work long hours running a successful business,
however I just bit my lower lip and remained silent
“Do you
exercise?” he enquired
“No.”
“Not at all?” he
responded, almost disbelievingly
“No. I am a busy
woman.” I felt very affronted by his questioning
“That is no
excuse. Do you watch your diet?”
“
No. I guess not” I
hated his line of questioning, mainly because it was a sore point with me. I
did not exercise, I did not eat well, and I was most definitely overweight for
my height and age.
“How much do you
weigh?” he continued to probe.
“I don’t know.” I
responded surly, and it was the truth. I had been too afraid to hop on the
scales for a long while.
“There are scales
in the bathroom. Go and weigh yourself.”
Feeling like a
child being scolded by her mother, I trotted naked down the hall to the
bathroom, weighed myself, checking a second time to ensure they were right, then returned to Mark.
“Well?” he
enquired, giving me the familiar raised eyebrow look.
“148 lb” Against
my better judgement, I did not lie.
“And what weight
did you use to be?”
“120 lb” The
truth hurt. For my size I was at least 20lb overweight. Not a disaster, but I
was getting flabby and my weight was increasing alarmingly.
“I will give you
an exercise program and a diet for you to follow. If you do not lose weight you
will be punished. Is that clear?”
I opened my mouth
in amazement. I knew that both Diane and Mark were both studying physical
education at university, but this still gave him no right to treat me in such a
manner.
I glared at Mark,
but he just glared right back.
“Have I made
myself clear?”
I hung my head in
defeat. “Yes sir.”
“Very
well. Lets move on. I am eager to settle the little ‘deal’ we
have.”
My heart began to
pound with trepidation, and again I felt light headed, followed quickly by
nausea. Fear registered in my eyes. I quickly cupped my hands over my mouth as
I dry-retched, and made a dash for the toilet fearing I was going to vomit.
Fortunately I
didn’t and eventually I managed to settle my nerves down. Sheepishly I returned
to Mark, who had not moved
“Are we ready
now?” he enquired, seemingly showing a smidgen of concern for my wellbeing
“Yes sir”
I had expected
him to head off down the hallway to the bedroom, but instead he went in the
opposite direction towards the garage. Confused, I silently followed him, and
we did indeed enter the garage. It was cold and dank, and full of old furniture
and general rubbish. The floor was dirty. I had promised to clean it out for my
young tenants so they could use it to park their car, but had not got around to
it, figuring they had such a heap of a car it wouldn’t matter if it were left
parked outside. I felt bad at my inaction.
Mark turned to
me, “Did you, or did you not, promise to clear out this garage for us?”
I hung my head in
genuine shame, “I promise I will get it done straight away”
“Good. But to
reinforce your shameful conduct you are going to be punished, here, amongst the
filthy mess.”
I looked around
at the mess. “Please no, I promise I will have it cleaned tomorrow.”
“Too
late for your promises.”
With that Mark picked up a coil of rope from the floor. “Turn around”
Obediently I
turned to face away from him. He reached around me with the rope and tied it
tightly around my waist, restricting my breath. He then clasped my hands
together and tied them to the back of my waist.
“Open your legs”
I slid my legs
open, and felt Mark reach through with the rope. I let out a cry of surprise as
I felt him pull my pussy lips open, placing the rope through the middle. The
rope was then looped around itself at my waist in the front, then
pulled back through my pussy. He fiddled around until he was sure it was tight
to his satisfaction then secured it.
The feeling of
the rope biting into my labia was painful and pinched my tender, sensitive
genital region. But I knew it was also inflaming my arousal. It felt lustfully nasty, the way the control was taken away from me. I was
totally in Mark’s hands for him to do with me what he wanted. It was an exotic
cocktail I had never experienced before.
Mark then pushed
me towards a dirty, stained old armchair that had lost half of its stuffing.
“Kneel on it,” he
commanded, pointing to the chair.
Without question
I hobbled to the chair, taking short shuffles due to the way the rope was
pinching my labia when I moved. I knelt on the seat of the chair, and found I
had to rest my head on the back of it to keep my balance. I could smell the
stale mustiness of the old furniture.
I waited in
silence. Having bent at the waist the rope was pulling even tighter over my
anus and vagina. The more uncomfortable I felt, the more aroused I became. I
prayed Mark would not notice. I could hear Mark looking around in the rubble,
and suspected he was trying to find something suitable to beat me with. Finally
I heard him give a grunt of approval. I held my breath and anticipated the
pain.
When he struck me
with the piece of flat wood he had in his hand I bounced forward with pain and
came dangerously close to falling over the back of the chair. I was leaning
over the back, trying to struggle back into position, when he struck me a
second time. I cried out in surprise and toppled over the back of the chair,
falling on a pile of rubbish. I fell in a heap, unable to protect myself as my
hands were secured behind my back. I lay there helplessly, unable to get up,
sobbing at the pain in my buttocks.
Mark’s hands
roughly grabbed at my ropes and he levered me out of the rubbish. The ropes cut
into me painfully. I was dirty and smelt. He positioned me back in the chair,
my buttocks elevated. He spanked me hard two further times. My backside was on
fire, and I sobbed profusely into the musty chair back.
Mark then took
hold of my arm and roughly pulled me off the chair. I fell onto my knees on the
dirty garage floor. When I looked up at Mark he had opened the front of his
bathrobe, exposing his nakedness. His penis was full and erect, and seemed to
be pointing accusingly at me. Without a word he took a handful of my hair and
pulled me to his crutch
“Do it!” His tone
was forceful. He had total control of me and this obviously gave him a great
deal of sexual satisfaction.
I had never given
oral sex before. The though of it was displeasing to me. But now, bound,
beaten, and sexually stimulated, I never hesitated to take his penis deep
inside my mouth. I really was unsure of quite what to do, but common sense told
me to suck hard. As I did, Mark thrust his penis furiously in my mouth,
manipulated my head by tugging back and forward on my hair.
Mark groaned and
I felt the salty taste of his sperm ejaculating into my mouth. I gagged, but
managed to swallow it down.
Mark removed
himself from my mouth, and wiped the mixture of sperm and saliva off his penis
using his bathrobe. I was aware some sperm was dribbling down my cheek. He took
hold of my arm and pulled me to my feet. I wrongly assumed my ordeal was over.
Mark had another
length of rope in his hand, and threw one end of it over a rafter. He tied one
end to the rope that bound my arms, and then pulled hard on the other end. The
rope pulled me upwards.
“Stand on your
toes”
I obeyed,
stretching as high as I could. Again the rope pulled tight, cutting into my
labia and buttocks, and hurting my wrists. Mark tied the rope. I struggled to
keep myself upright.
“Please let me
down,” I pleaded.
“When I am
ready,” he responded callously, before quickly turning and exiting the garage.
He closed the door and I was left in darkness.
I cried out
several times, begging him to come back, but realised it was helpless. I was
scared but tried to relax. The dank darkness surrounded me. My senses were
heightened. I call smell the mustiness and the rotting rubbish. But I could
also smell my own sexual musk, permeating the garage. I realised, that despite
being beaten and tied, and being frightened by being alone in the garage, I was
sexually aroused. I pressed my pelvis down so that the rope bit even harder
into my labia, then began to rotate myself luridly back and forth. Through the
pain I managed to create a small amount of friction on my clitoris. I rotated
back and forth for several long minutes, grimacing through the pain, covered in
sweat from the excursion. I was almost exhausted when I finally felt my climax
building. I so badly needed release, I jerked back and forward ruthlessly. When
the orgasm hit it exploded through my body and I struggled to hold myself
upright. A scream of pleasure escaped from deep inside me.
When the pleasure
subsided, I was left only with the pain. I had rubbed myself raw. My legs ached
from the pain of being forced to stand on my toes. Time dragged by and I
silently begged for Mark to return and release me.
Finally the
garage door opened and I was so pleased to see Mark, standing there, freshly
showered and dressed. Surprisingly I was not angry, just relieved. He released
the rope connecting me to the rafter. I found my legs would not support me and
I fell forward onto Mark
“You stink!” he
said with disgust, then laughed at me as he stepped out of the way and I fell
to my knees. He pushed me forwarded so that I fell
face first onto the dirty garage floor. He released my wrists, then roughly extracted the rope from deep within my buttocks
and labia. I was raw and it hurt, and I moaned out load. I then gasped as he
roughly rammed several fingers of his left hand deep into my vagina
“Fuck my fingers”
he ordered.
My stomach and
breasts slowly began to squirm on the dirt and mud of the garage floor. It was
disgusting, but his fingers were pleasuring me and I began to lose control.
Soon I was bucking up and down, begging Mark’s fingers to fuck me harder. It
was obscene, but another intense orgasm washed over me and I screamed with pleasure.
I lay there
exhausted, and when I finally had enough strength to get to my feet, Mark had
gone. I looked down at my naked body. I was covered with a dirty sweat, and
smelt of decay, sperm and my own juices. I gingerly made my way back into the
house. It was empty. Quickly I found my clothing and dressed. Beside the door
there was an envelope with my name on it. I took the envelope and hurriedly
drove back to my own house. Once home I stood in the shower for the longest
time, shaking my head in disbelief at what I had just endured.
After exiting the
shower I wrapped a towel around myself and as I went to make a much-needed cup
of coffee I noticed the envelope. Inside it was the rent money, plus a note
attached to several pages.
The note read, ‘ See you in two weeks time when you come to collect the
rent. I have attached your exercise program plus your diet. You will be weighed
when you come to collect the rent. Much love M’.