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Hello to all reader, this is my first writing and my most weird fantasy which I want that it will become true some day. Please review this story and send your comments so I will write more good.
MY MOST WEIRD FANTASY
I do not know when I realized that I am a submissive soul and some but bicurious. I try to recall how it happens. It all started two years back when I used to surf web to read vanilla sex stories. However, one day when I was browsing catalog of story site I found a word BDSM and then I want to about that word. Therefore, I search about this word and then came to know about it and I am very impressed to all that reading and wanted to read BDSM stories. Therefore, I started to read BDSM stories and firstly I read male domination stories. I like them but one day when I start reading a female domination story and I was purely impress from it and it created a spell around me and now from which to come out for me is impossible for me because I wanted it. In those stories, a male slave is tortured and humiliated very badly by a mistress and her friends. The slave was forced to do all humiliating things, which destroy its self-respect, by every act.
In addition, I am highly aroused by reading that thing and then I continue to read that stories. After six months I came to know how badly I want it and I also want to serve a dominant woman. Who is strict, cruel but loves to his slave, uses her slave solely her pleasure and degrade, humiliate, torture and break me in such way that I am not have any self respect or any kind of resistance to do any king of any in any place, a woman which shows no mercy, which takes me a new level of domination and slavery, which takes pleasures from my miseries. Therefore, I started to serve freedom sites and made some accounts but what I found most of them is money takers that only want money but I want some different from them which truly wants a slave for her pleasure . But unfortunately I doesn’t found anyone so I am depressed and frustrated that there is no any woman which wants a slave like me or which also wants that I want. Therefore, I started to torture my genitals like tying my cock and balls, dropping hot wax, tying my balls with a thread hanging 5-6 kg weight and applying methanol gels. You know in which country I born here this concept in some but new and there are more submissive males in comparison of dominant females , so it is very difficult to find a mistress which wants a permanent slave like me. I am alone with my these fantasies and mostly ads which I place is not responded due to my age (I am pretty younger) .but one day I get a mail from a female , she only wrote “ wanna to be my slave” . I am very surprised from it and hurriedly reply ‘’yes mistress I want to be your slave and want to serve you and do anything to tell me to do, please make me your slave” that time I was so excited even I does write a appropriate reply. After some days I got reply “ introduce yourself as a slave on yahoo messenger” . I do it but mistress decline it then I send another one and then my mistress accept me and we talk about and mistress asked from me “if she would cut my penis then also I will also serve her “ I reply yes mam (I say mam to my mistress), I will continue to serve you no matter what you did with me. Mam said see your words what you said but I reply that mam I will serve you until my death. Then mam told that you are only 19 and how would you serve me. I tell to mam that my except money I had everything which is necessary to be in a slave. Then mam asked for my family and me and said send me a photo. Then mam replied that she accepted me her slave but I have to prove her that I am ma good slave. At the end of conversation, mam know almost everything about me but I don’t know anything about mam expect her age. Then mam give me my first assignment, which is to abuse me and my family as much as possible. So I started that I am a dog, pussy worshiper, a slut, a cocksucker, all in my family are cocksucker and my mother and sis are whore like that and we all love when our asses are fucked. And after abusing mam told me to stop and give me second assignment to do which is cross dress myself.
i will continue.................
please reviw it and more parts will come shortly...........
thank u
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