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Donnie\'s Bitch

Chapter 4 Reparation

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

 

Reparation

 

 

 

Amanda sat at her dressing table staring at her self in the mirror.  One thought kept revolving constantly around in her head, “I’m losing Samantha to that bitch!”  Her initial plan had been to destroy her mother mentally and socially, then take her half of the inheritance from her grandparent’s estate; leaving with Samantha for a new life free from her family’s abuse and her own mother’s meddling interference.  It sounded so simple; her mother had handed herself to Amanda on a silver platter. “Damn Sam and her psychology course.” She cursed, “Why couldn’t she just leave my mother to me.  Now that bitch slut is wrapping my Sam around her little finger.”   

 

Her eyes were red from crying.  Her father gone two years prior; her mother for all intent and purpose only six months ago and now the worst of all, Sam was slipping from her grasp!  Amanda sobbed.  Her life was unraveling at the seams.  No matter what she did; no matter how hard she tried; it was like trying to gather flower petals swirling in the wind.  Amanda lent forward cradling her head in her arms and wept.

 

Sam laid her hand softly on Amanda’s shoulder.  “I’m sorry my love!  I didn’t mean to snap at you earlier, but I was afraid that your mother might be permanently harmed.”  Amanda turned to see Sam kneeling beside her.  “Everything is turning to shit! My whole life is going down the toilet.” Mandy sobbed.  Sam gave her a sympathetic smile, “No it isn’t; you’ve just had a lot to deal with lately.” Amanda shook her head, “No!  I’m seeing it happen all over again; I’ve lost everyone else, and now I’m losing you as well,” Amanda cried. 

 

Sam stroked her hair, “There, there; you silly girl.”  Sam cooed.  “You will never lose me, I didn’t hold out against my parents to turn my back on you now; I guarantee that somewhere down the track, you’ll look back on this whole sordid mess and laugh.”  Amanda buried her head in Sam’s neck and blubbered, “I’m so confused, I can’t think straight anymore; I saw you outside with that bitch and, and…Ohhhh Sam!  Do tell me you still love me?”  Sam took Amanda’s face in her hands and wiped her tears away, “I love you more now than ever.”  She said, placing a kiss on Mandy’s lips.

 

Sam and Mandy cuddled for sometime not saying much at all.  Sam broke their embrace, “Come on; your mother is in the lounge room awaiting her punishment; lets go and get it over with.”

 

 Amanda threw her hands into the air and snipped, “See!  It all comes back to that bitch; you think more of her than you do of me.”  Sam had a hurt look on her face.  “You really believe she’s still there?”  Mandy voice had a sarcastic tone to it, “She’s probably ringing the police to have us arrested as we speak.”

 

Sam tried hard not to retaliate, “I doubt that!  You still have the DVD of her.”  Amanda bit her lip; falling back into despair frowning, “No I haven’t.  There were only ever two copies, the others were fakes; to make her believe that she couldn’t get rid of them all.  I let her break one and I broke the other in angry frustration this morning.”  Samantha gave her a sympathetic smile, “So you really never had any intention of calling the police.”  Mandy dropped her head and shook it, “No! I couldn’t do that; I want to break her into little pieces… destroy her, and even though she’s a fucking bitch and really deserves it; I just couldn’t see her go to jail.”  Sam breathed a sigh of relief, “Well that’s good to know; it’ll be easier to get this over with then.”

 

Sam rubbed Mandy’s shoulder, “Come on; let’s go beat the crap out of your dog fucking mother; it’ll make you feel better.” 

 

Amanda’s doubt was etching itself over her face, “You really think she’ll still be there waiting.”  Smiling, Sam announced, “I’m sure Mandy; and if she isn’t; then I’ll take her place.”

 

Mandy huffed, “Sure!  As if I’m going to beat the crap out of you.”   Sam’s clit tingled suddenly; she turned to face Mandy and gave her a fervent look, “I wouldn’t stop you even if you did.” 

 

Amanda smiled at Sam’s intensity and passion.  “You certainly are one of a kind; let’s hope for both our sakes she’s where you left her.”

 

Angela stood head down in the middle of the lounge room; with hands behind her back.  It felt so good to be able to stand and stretch her legs; not to mention being able to clasp her fingers together.  Sam hadn’t put any of her restraints back on apart from her dog collar. Every fibre of her body screamed for her to run; to get out while she had the chance.  Angela swallowed hard and felt the collar around her throat; she smiled at the thought, it was only two days ago that she had rebelled at having a dog collar around her neck; now she felt all fuzzy and warm at the prospect of wearing it; maybe for the rest of her life. 

 

She wasn’t sure if being left un-restrained was a test; or just trust on Samantha’s part.  She had betrayed the trust Mandy and Sam had in her once before and vowed, never again; she now knew for sure she would stay exactly where she was until the girls came for her.  She no longer felt she owed it to Sam, and she certainly didn’t want the punishment for herself; “Well maybe just a little; to diffuse the guilt.” she thought.  She stayed there for Amanda; Angela knew in her heart that her daughter needed her love more now than ever.

 

Samantha followed Amanda into the lounge. “Well mother!  You seem to have atleast learnt obedience over the past couple of days.” 

 

Angela kept her eyes down cast, “I have learned a great many things in the past couple of days; about myself and others, Miss Amanda. She said stoically, “first and foremost is not to take those you love for granted. I feel I’m still working on the obedience.”  Sam broke out in a wide faced grin, stifling a giggle.  Amanda stood wide eye at what her mother had said and not wanting to give into her, “You feel you’re in a position to give Sam and I advise on if and when you should be disciplined?”

 

Angela smiled to herself; a thought going through her mind, “She’s still on the defense.  Don’t let your guard down my darling; I may steal my way back into your heart.  It will make no difference though; I will make you see just how much I love you before this day is through.”

 

Amanda sat in one of the lounge chairs opposite her mother.  “Are you ready to face the music?”

 

Angela looked into the eyes of her daughter, “Only if the musicians are truly dedicated to the music being played.”

 

Amanda felt like jumping up and slapping her mother and it showed in her face.  Sam decided to step in and stop this little play from getting out of hand. “I’m sure that Mandy and I are quite capable of playing a symphony on your arse with enough eloquence and flair to make even the great Beethoven proud.” Sam walked over to Angela and stroked her hair; “Ready Mrs. T?”  Angela nodded.  Sam noticed the look Mandy had given her and knew exactly what she was thinking, but decided to play it up something different.  “Blonde didn’t do this to us Mandy; your mother Mrs. Thompson did; so she is the one we must address.”

 

Amanda shrugged indifferently.

 

Sam looked back to Angela, “This is to right the wrongs and is for the correction of attitude of one Angela K Thompson; and her payment for sins committed against Samantha D Kerr and Amanda L Thompson” 

 

“Mrs. Thompson! How do you plead?”

 

Angela smiled to herself; with all this waiting her stress levels had skyrocketed, she was using all her energy just to give an aura of calm; even though inside she was a bundle of nerves.  This little show helped her regain a little self control.  “I plead guilty as charged Ma’am; I also offer no defence for my criminal actions.”  She said as she lowered her head.

 

Sam turned to Amanda.  “As I was the one most affected by this, I reserve the right to set punishment. And you can if you like; execute the strokes.  Is that acceptable to you my love?”

 

Amanda nodded, a little bored with all the theatrics.

 

Sam turned back to Angela, “Your punishment will be the plaited belt you love to use so much, let’s say ten strokes.”  Angela’s face registered the surprise that she and Amanda felt at the low number of strokes.  Sam smiled and finished by saying, “On the back of each upper leg; ten to the inside of each thigh, and ten to each buttock.”  Angela surprise quickly turned to a grimace as Sam rolled on with a litany of regions that were to receive special attention.  “Since I know what it’s like to be punished in this fashion, and I don’t want you to end up as damaged as I was.  So we’ll then move onto your breasts; ten to the top and ten to the underside of each.” 

 

Angela was almost gasping as she added up the total number of strokes she was to receive.  “That’s one hundred strokes!”  Angela whispered.  “Yes I know!”

Samantha said matter-of-factly as she went to sit in her chair, “but I thought I’d be lenient; more to show you what I went through at the hands of my parents; more a token punishment than the real thing.”

 

Angela fort back tears as the thought took hold.  “Lenient!”  She was about to object; but had seconds thoughts that it might just annoy Sam enough to not be so lenient.  And if one hundred was in her eyes, lenient; then she was sure as shit, didn’t want to find out what serious was.  On the other hand Amanda was a little taken back by Samantha’s leniency; but consoled herself and smiled inwardly with the knowledge that she was going to be the one administering them.

 

Sam sat back down and wriggled into the lounge chair to get comfortable.  “Mrs. T, Go to our bedroom and get the belt and bring it back here; I’m sure you know exactly where it is.”

 

Angela lifted her head to see the smirk on her daughters face and felt her face flush crimson with humiliation while her pussy followed suit.  Angela could only remember a half dozen time that she had ever disciplined Amanda, and each of those times she had given her no more than one or two strokes.  

 

She had understood that the humiliation of getting the instrument of her own demise; being sent to retrieve the belt was as much of a deterrent to mischief as the actual punishment itself.  Angela felt that Sam was wielding it with the finesse of an “A” grade psychology student. She bowed her head and went off to do Sam’s bidding; noticing Amanda biting her clenched fist; failing miserably to suppress a giggle as she pasted by.  Her face burned white hot as her pussy juice flowed down her legs leaving a glistening slippery sheer between her thighs.

 

By the time Angela got to her daughters room, her pussy slime was running down below her knees.  She was sexually strung as tight as a bow; she briefly contemplated sliding a finger or two into her slit to relieve the tension, but then thought that it might not be a good idea, especially if she got caught.  The thought of that only increased her humiliation and the flow of pussy juice. 

 

Her body was like the fabled perpetual motion engine.  Her humiliation and degradation fueled her sexual thoughts; those thoughts in turn, motivated her vaginal response; and finally that response completed the circuit by making her feel even move embarrassed and humiliated, and the cycle went on.

 

Angela sighed as she picked up the belt; rubbing it against her face she said, “Give me peace and my baby justice and both of us reconciliation.”

 

Angela came back into the lounge to see that Sam and Mandy had moved the waist high table from the hallway into the center of the room.  Angela walk quickly over the Amanda and held out the belt, “May I speak?”  She asked.  Amanda nodded with an acrimonious stare, while accepting the belt.

 

Angela lowered her head, “I know you’re finding this hard to believe, but I am really, truly sorry for the harm that my stupid, vindictive and selfish actions have caused.  I love you Amanda! I have always loved you, and no matter what you might think of me or what you do to me today; I will continue to love you.”  Angela turned and paused, as she started to weep not being able to look into her daughter’s eyes, “Do you remember the saying I used when I was about to begin your punishment my dear?”

 

Amanda was glad her mother had turned around; she was fighting back her own tears.  “Fuck you mother!” She thought; now she wasn’t sure if she could to go through with the punishment; “Spare the rod, spoil the child” she finally chocked out in a husky voice.

 

“It’s true you know.”  Angela replied, “I have always believed it, and I see no reason why it isn’t any less valid now.”  Angela stood in front of the table shaking, she took a couple of deep breaths to steady herself, “Do me proud.”  Laying herself onto the table, she griped the legs of the table in preparation for her ordeal.  “Don’t spare the belt my dear! Put your back into it.”  With that she closed her eyes and waited.

 

Tears were running down Samantha’s face in rivers, she saw the pained and confused look on Amanda’s face and felt for her.  Sam sniffed and wiped at her face, “Amanda my love?”  Are you ready?”  Amanda’s chest heaved as she tried to control her breathing, and silently mouthed to Sam, “I don’t know any more, what am I suppose to do?”  Sam smiled sadly and pointed to Angela.

 

“Amanda will now start with ten to each arse cheek and ten to each upper leg!”  She said, then mouthed “GO!” to Amanda.  Sam knew Mandy was only scant inches away from losing it and running to their room.  She stood and took Mandy’s face in her hands and tenderly kissed her, “Your mother is waiting!  She is being strong for you; the least you can do for her is lift this awful burden off her soul.  Be strong for her.”

 

Amanda shuddered as she took deep breaths and nodded.  Walking around to her mothers’ side, she raised the belt over her shoulder; and with one last look at Samantha, she quietly said to herself, “Remember you asked for this mum,” And brought the belt down as hard as she could.

 

Angela felt the tug of the belt as it ripped across her arse.  In disbelief she felt almost nothing; there was a slight intake of breath, which she held.  Angela didn’t know it; but her sexual tension had fogged her brains ability to process the trauma. Then Amanda brought the belt down for a second time; the first strike had cleared the way for the second to have an uninterrupted pathway to the pain center of her brain.  Angela emitted a scream through clenched teeth; she felt like someone had run a white hot iron across her left arse cheek.  Angela squeezed her arse cheeks to stem the pain but to on avail; her hands gripped the legs of the table turning her knuckles white.

 

The third, forth and fifth made her plight all the worse and her screams paid testament to that very fact; by the time Amanda finished with that side, Angela had visions of her skin hanging loosely from her butt cheek.  She wasn’t sure if it was sweat or rivers of blood running down her leg.  Amanda shivered as she saw the welts rise from her mother cheek, but instead of making her less inclined to continue; a sudden peace fell over her, and her clit tingled at the sight of her mothers reddening cheek.

 

“That’s ten mother; do you still want me to continue?” she said in a slightly strained voice while circling her mother.

 

Angela closed her eyes to concentrate on the feeling that was losing the fight to push its way up from her pussy.  Tears ran down her face, “Thankyou for your concern my darling; but I must stay until you have finished with me.” She chocked.  Angela nodded; and brought the belt down again; this time in a wide arcing backhand; hitting her on the right cheek. 

 

“Ohhhh gezzzzzes! Sweat mother of christ.”  Angela forced out between her still clenched teeth.  Amanda’s backhand was obviously better than her forehand; Angela started to scream all over again as her daughter worked her arse to a raw mosaic of welted lines and diffusing colours.  Amanda absentmindedly ran her hand over her nipples as she finished the second ten; bringing her nubs to full attention as her pussy steadily moistened.

 

Sam sat unsettled in her chair; her nervous tension had turned to sexual excitement.  Her hand dipped between her legs, flicking her clit as she watched Amanda circle her mother like a cat stalking its prey.  The outfit Amanda was wearing did little to dispel the thought; a black leather mini skirt that showed just how long and sexy her legs were. Along with that; a leather half cup kitty corset that took inches off her waist and had no hope of hiding her nipples. On top of that, Amanda had chosen a blouse of black see thru chiffon and lace.  Her gorgeous legs were incased in black sheer stay-up stockings and her five inch heels; she was a vision of majestic beauty; a goddess of supreme grace and poise. Sam fleetingly wondered why she hadn’t noticed her apparel before this; just as her mind was brought back by another chorus of Angela’s guttural screams.

 

Amanda had moved on to her mothers upper legs with back and forehand swipes one after the other; leaving her mother no time to rest and leaving them striped and welted.  Sweat had started to run down her face from the exertion of wielding the belt, “Had enough mother?” she panted from exhaustion and sexual arousal.  Angela was also breathing hard but for a far different reason; her legs and arse were burning like hot larva and if it weren’t for her lying on the table she’d be a withering heap on the floor. “Please just finish this!” she whimpered between gasps.

 

Sam noticed the gleam in Mandy’s eyes; she could see she was sexually charged from the execution of her mother’s punishment. Her own arousal fueled by a far more selfish reason; she stood and went over to Angela.  Her mind went back to her own punishment at the hand of her mother as she helped Angela to turn around and lay backwards on the table to complete her punishment.

 

It was Constance alone, Sam’s mother; that was the true religious zealot.  Hell bent on dominating her family with threats of fire and brimstone. The matriarch of the Kerr family who ran rough shod over everyone; including her husband.  Alfred was by no means a weak man; but when it came to his wife, he buckled.  He had a compromising nature; unfortunately compromise wasn’t in Constance’s vocabulary, so he invariably backed down to save the peace.

 

Samantha had felt her mother’s wrath on many occasions and generally for the smallest infraction.  To deal with her mother’s beatings; Samantha had inadvertently found a refuge in sexual arousal.  It started innocently enough as a small child; after a spanking she’d be sent to her room; there she would lay on her bed in a fetal position with her hands between her legs, forcing herself not to touch her sore bottom while rocking and cry herself to sleep.  As she developed through puberty, she found by rubbing her pussy and especially her clit, she could get pleasant feelings that over rode the pain she felt. Sam often wondered what her mother would say if she actually knew that she herself had turned her own daughter into.

 

By the time she left her parent house after that fateful phone call from Amanda’s mother; she had refined her masochistic ritual.  When confronted with a caning her pussy would literally gush; to a point of her having to use sanitary liners or pack a pair of cotton panties in to her pussy to soak up her moisture so she wouldn’t wet her knickers as her mother administered the cane to her arse.

 

After the beating she would again be sent to her room; where she would stand in front of her mirror; strip naked; play and pull viciously on her rock hard nubs and retrieve her sodden panties.  With one hand still on her clit she would then stuffed her panties into her mouth to stifle any moans that may escape her throat, and savour her own juices.  Many a time Sam found herself lying on the floor after passing out from her orgasm; only to crawl to her bed for a peaceful nights sleep.

 

 

Samantha motioned to Mandy, “Your mother needs to be secured to the table so as not to fall.” Amanda nodded and before Angela had noticed through her delirium she was securely bound with one rope across her pelvis, and one across her chest under her arm pits and above her breasts.  Her wrists were tied to the table legs leaving her head hanging limply off the end.  Her ankles were brought up and tied beside her to the rope running across her pelvis; two robe ties then secured her knees to the two legs of the table securing her arms. This effectively opened Angela up, exposing her inner thighs and breasts to her daughter’s attention.  It also had an effect of humiliating Angela; knowing her pussy was wide open and on display to her lesbian daughter’s gaze.

 

Sam only had one regret, and it was that she wasn’t in Angela’s position awaiting her lover’s hand.  Sam hadn’t even told Mandy of her masochistic tendencies; fearing her reaction to something that until recently, she herself hadn’t really understood.  She took hold of Angela’s left nipple; rolling it between her fingers of one hand while sliding a finger of her other hand through Angela’s wet pussy lips and rolling her clit between thumb and forefinger; knowing that it would atleast take the edge off the pain she about to receive.  Amanda shuddered as she watched Sam play with her mother; debating if she should do the same. Incest wasn’t one of her fantasies, but it certainly didn’t bother her to view her mother as a sexual object.

 

Angela moaned as Sam took control of her sex; the pain in her legs and arse while still there was now with Sam efforts, starting to become bearable. 

 

Sam nodded to Amanda to start again.  Amanda brought the belt down on her mother’s right breast; Angela screamed her lungs out.  The girls looked at each other in surprise; Angela’s screams far exceeded those that went with her arse beating.  Sam knew from experience that the breasts were far more sensitive to pain.  Fearing that the neighbour hood would come out en masse to find its source Sam had a wicked idea; she dropped her saturated panties and wedged them into Angela’s mouth as Mandy giggled.

 

Angela shuddered at the first taste of pussy juice other than her own; wondering whose they were, and half hoping they were her daughters.  Amanda started the whipping again; this time without all the caterwauling.  Angela wailed into her gag as Mandy continued, and Sam kept up her manipulation of her clit.  Amanda got more turned on as she flogged her mother’s breasts, taking all her frustration out on her.  By the time Amanda started the last twenty on her inner thighs, Angela was lost in a haze of pain and torment not really knowing what was happening.  At one stage she did have visions of her poor tortured nipples lying torn and bloody on the floor.

 

Samantha was now working her own pussy to fever pitch, imagining herself withering under Mandy’s fury, while Amanda was working on pure lust; beating her mother brought her so close to her own orgasm, she had lost count and was now just flailing away in an effort to reach her own release.  Sam exploded over her threshold, becoming light headed and breathing in erratic gasps; lying across Angela saved her from collapsing on the floor.  Angela had screamed herself hoarse, and now just lay there moaning in pain; there was certainly no release for her battered and bruised slit; she was saying something but it was no more than hoarse babbling.  

 

Amanda finally collapsed on the floor in a combination of exhaustion and orgasmic reverie, convulsing in sheer ecstasy as her fingers sort to work themselves deep into to her tunnel. Sam came to her senses and saw the damage Amanda had done to her mother’s groin.  Angela’s pussy was red raw and bleeding; her inner thighs only sported a half dozen strips, while her pussy had taken the brunt of Amanda’s orgasmic fury; her outer lips were so swollen that it was almost impossible to see that there was actually a vagina beneath. Amanda had obviously been so intent on her own pleasure; she had lost all her sense of reality.  Angela’s breasts while being red and striped with now darkening welts were in relatively good shape.

 

Sam winced as she realized that Angela wouldn’t be walking anytime soon, let alone fucking; it amused her that she felt sorry for Donnie. She knew that Angela would heal without any permanent scaring; after all she, herself had endured the very same thing and that gave her the ability to deal with the sight in front of her; that and the fact that for Angela it was now over.

 

On the other hand as Amanda came down off her sexual high and back to her senses, she wasn’t prepared to see the damage she had inflicted upon her mother; getting up off the floor brought her eye to eye with a bleeding red raw pussy, she staggered back in horror.  “Ohhhh No! What on earth …?” She brought her hands to her mouth, trying to remember what had happened; tears rolling down her cheeks.  “I’m sorry Mum.” She blubbered, wanting to do something but unable decide what it should be; Angela heard none of it; she was too far gone.  Amanda tried to reach out but hesitated, visions of Sam’s mother invaded her thoughts and it repulsed her.  She looked to Sam; her mouth opening and closing like a goldfish out of water; then with tear streaming down her face she ran from the room.

 

Samantha felt sorry for Amanda, and wanted to run after her; but her help was needed here, she checked Angela over while cooing to her, “It ok Mrs. T, it’s all over and done.”  Angela had spat the knickers out of her mouth some time during her cunt whipping; Sam untied Angela and helped her to the floor and on to her back; it was then that Sam started to understand what Angela was saying in hoarse whispers, “Please Mandy! I love you! Don’t stop… need you…don’t go…come back…please.”  Angela was now crying as she started her arduous journey back from the brink of oblivion. “I need you to love me!”  She whined with heaving gasps.

 

“Everything is Ok Mrs. T… Mandy loves you….don’t worry …I promise everything will be just fine… You rest here awhile, I have to go and see to her; she’s hurting for what she has done.”  Sam wiped some stray hair from Angela’s face.

 

Angela was still a little incoherent, but she managed to ask Sam to tell Amanda that she held no hard feelings toward her.  “Please tell her…I… I love her dearly.” She crocked; her voice barely audible.  Sam smiled, “I’ll be sure to relay that very sediment, you rest now…you need to stay right here.  Do you understand?  Don’t move!…You’re a little banged up, but you’ll survive.  I’ll be back in a minute to get you to bed.

 

Sam laid a cushion under Angela’s head and placed a kiss on her forehead, “You did well Mrs. T… I’m proud of you.  Now rest.”  Sam thought she detected a faint smile.

 

Sam got up and went up stairs.  Halfway up, she heard the crying coming from the master bedroom.  Walking in, she saw Mandy laying curled up on the bed; heaving sobs wracking her body.  Sam sat next to Amanda and stroked her hair, “its ok Mandy.” Sam spoke in a low soothing voice, “It’s over, it’s finished,” Sam cuddled her and waited until her crying started to slow.

 

“Your mother will heal; like I did…. She sends you her love…in her words… Please tell her, I love her dearly… she doesn’t hold any of this against you.” 

 

“No she can’t love me; not after what I just did, she’s not thinking straight right now; you wait until tomorrow morning.  Amanda shuddered,” I’m no better than your mother.”  Amanda started to cry again.

 

“You’re nothing like my mother.” Sam snapped; feeling a little annoyed at Mandy’s comment, if there was two people she knew well; then they would have be Mandy and her satanic mother. “You know why I say that?”

 

Mandy shook her head.

 

“For starters my mother didn’t cry after she flogged me, she has no remorse for what she did to me; you on the other hand feel like shit.”  Sam pulled Mandy up and hugged her.  “You love your mother and you have absolutely nothing in common with mine;” Sam paused for a split second, “actually that’s a lie; you have one thing in common.”  Amanda turned to Sam with concern written across her face.

 

Sam giggled at the look on Mandy’s face, “You’re both female; but that’s were the similarity ends.”  Sam sat there still holding Mandy with a sly grin dancing across her dial.

 

Amanda chocked out a sad chuckle, “This is no time for jokes!”

 

“I don’t agree Mandy; this is the perfect time to use humour to lighten a heavy heart.  You have to see that what has happened here isn’t the end of the world.”

 

“It isn’t?  I’m glad someone thinks so.” She sniffed wiping the tears from her face and picking absentmindedly at her finger nails.

 

“You will see it yourself once you get over the shock of what we did.”  Sam hugged her closer; feeling the warmth of her breasts as they pressed against her own. 

 

“What WE did?” Amanda quipped, letting herself slide into Sam’s embrace.  “More like what I did.  But that’s not what is so upsetting…. It’s….it’s…Ohhhh Mandy!  I lost it; I can hardly remember what happened, it seems like a surreal dream.”

 

“Is it upsetting to know that you had the most mind numbing orgasm you have ever experienced?” Sam finished for her.

 

“Yeah!” Mandy dropped her head and started crying again.

 

“I wouldn’t get too worried about that honey; it was a very intense experience for all of us.  Hell if it wasn’t for me holding on to the table and lying across your mother; I’d have been a crumpled heap of quivering orgasmic jelly lying on the floor.  It wasn’t the strongest orgasm I have ever had; but I can tell you it was up there in the top five.”

 

“I WAS on the floor! ... and it WAS the best I’ve ever had” Amanda coughed

 

Sam giggled and squeezed Mandy then laughed.  Amanda was starting to come around.

 

Amanda looked curiously at Sam, “So what was it that made you cum?  Was it arousing for you to see me abusing my mother?”

 

Sam shook her head and shrugged her shoulders, “Yes and No!”

 

Sam lowered her head; her face started to redden, “There’s something I haven’t told you about; it’s something I really didn’t come to terms with until I started my psychology coarse and only then after some extensive research.”  Amanda looked concerned, “What is it?”  Sam chewed her lower lip, “You have to understand that it came about through a sort of self protection against my mother; but almost devoured me in the process.”

 

Amanda was getting exasperated, “Will you just tell me what IT is!  After what I just did; I’m in no position judge you.  You know I love you.”

 

Samantha took a deep breath and let it out slowly, “Do you remember what I said to you before we went down stair?”

 

Amanda shook her head, “you said a lot of things.”

 

Sam cleared her throat, “You said…“You really think she’ll still be there waiting.”  And I said, “I’m sure Mandy; and if she isn’t; then I’ll take her place. … I wasn’t joking!”

 

Amanda didn’t understand and it showed on her face.

 

Sam took the bull by the horns, “I’m a masochist!” She blurted.

 

Amanda sat and stared wide eyed at Sam for what seemed like hours, and then she started to chuckle, “I already know you’re a masochist; damn! Your whole family is masochistic; anyone who can live with your mother for more than two week has to be.”

 

Sam frowned, “I’m being serious!”

 

Amanda was still giggling, “You’re serious? ... But … I don’t understand.”  Amanda paused; the giggling now had a nervous quality to it; worry lines crossing her face in ever deepening furrows. Mandy jumped off the bed with the giggling now coming to a complete stop in response to Sam’s straight face.  “You can’t be … it just can’t … I saw you …” Mandy said; trying without success the work it out.  Sam nodded her head, “It’s true Mandy, and I know it’s hard to understand.  But tonight down stairs; I was fantasizing that I was bound to the table instead of your mother and you were punishing me for some transgression.”  By now Mandy was starting to tear up like before.  Sam felt bad for putting her though this so soon after the trauma with her mother.

 

“But I saw what you were like at the women refuge; you were distraught, miserable, HURTING. How can you sit there and say you’re a masochist.  How can you think I would ever do that to you?  Do you think me now a monster that ….that?”

 

Amanda shook her head violently and clenched her fists, “I  S A W  Y O U!”  She pointed and screamed at Sam, “Curled up on the bed bawling your eyes out.  You were in pain and you didn’t look like you were in the midst of any orgasm I have ever seen.”  Mandy was crying all over again, “This isn’t fair!”  She walked to the window and stared out into the backyard.

 

Sam stood for awhile before moving up behind Amanda, “There are many kinds of pain Mandy; some are easier to deal with than others,” she put her hand on her shoulder, “I so love you and I....”  Amanda whirled around and pushed past her; “No! No … you’re not going to get out of this with those words.  You fucking well stand there and tell me you’re a masochist and expect everything to be jim dandy,” Terror filed Amanda’s eyes, the knowledge that she had just beaten her mother almost to a pulp still vivid in her mind, “you tell me Sammy, even if you have to use single syllable words. I want to know HOW, WHY and WHERE.”  Amanda slid down in front of her closet; wrapping her arms around her legs like a small child.

 

Sam moved to comfort her.  Amanda shot an accusing finger at her, “No you fucking don’t; just sit on that bed and spill your guts. Help me, Help me understand!  I hate not knowing, I hate not understanding what’s going on around me.  I feel like I’m in car going a million miles an hour and no steering wheel.”  Sam was now crying; she knew she’d fuck up big time.

 

“I’m scared Sammy; can’t you understand that … I’m scared … You’re my linchpin, my anchor; I’ve just found out I’m a sadistic fuck and now you’re telling me you’re as fucked up as me.  You’re scaring me Sammy, and I hate being scared … I’m scared of ever touching you again… of meeting up with your mother, I’m scared I’ll run into your brother and sisters … I’m scared of my mother.  Hell!  I even scared the fuck out of myself tonight.  I’m scared of going outside, and I don’t like it; I want to be in control of myself, I NEED to be in control.”

 

Amanda started to rock herself while looking at her feet, still hugging her legs to her chest; she shot a glare at Sam, “So if you really love me like you say you do, then you’ll sit on that bed and explain … what… what all this is about.  You fucking tell me and make it right.”

 

Both girls were crying their hearts out, “I feel sick … scared to death… all I want to do right now is curl up and die.”  Mandy blubbered.

 

“I love you Sammy! But I need to understand.” Mandy wailed in pain.

 

Sam sat herself on the bed chocking back her sobs.  “I don’t know where to start.”

 

Amanda wiped pathetically at tears and sniffed, “The beginning would be a good place. Like how’d you find out you are this so called, masochist.”  Amanda held up two finger apostrophes in the air.

 

Sam told Mandy about the spankings and lying on her bed as a child, then through puberty; how she was able to turn the pain into pleasure.

 

“Hell! I even goaded mum into beating me on many occasions; not that she realized it, I’d make it a challenge to see how many buttons I could push before she exploded.”  Starting to lighten up Sam found a new strength to keep going.

 

Amanda was still weeping but astonishment crept into her voice, “You did?  How? Why?”

 

“Why!  Because I was horny… it makes me horny,” Sam shrugged. “As for how; let me give you an example.”

 

“There was one day when we were at soccer and you were teasing me in your cute sexy football shorts, rubbing your pussy through your short and tweaking your nipples when no one else was looking; I was so hot for you that day, it was all I could do to stop from dropping you to the ground and raping you on the field.  You remember; you had a dentist appointment that afternoon.”

 

Amanda nodded remembering back to the day, “That wasn’t all that long ago; maybe two or three month back?  I remember being horny that day as well; it’s probably why I was teasing you on the field, but the dentist made me forget all about sex that afternoon.” She sighed.

 

“Yeah dentists have a way of doing that.” Sam quipped.

 

“You remember I didn’t let you see or play with my tits for a couple of weeks after that.”

 

Amanda nodded, “Yeah, I thought you were pissed at me for teasing you; I said sorry so many time, I felt like a broken record.”

 

“That wasn’t the reason.” She chuckled rubbing her nipples.

 

“Well anyway, when you and your mum dropped me off at my place; all I wanted to do was get up stairs and play a little three finger dip stick,” Sam nervously giggled, “and having to take my boots of at the back door was a pain.  Then an evil thought popped into my head, just like that.” Sam clicked her fingers, “POP!”  Sam decided to use humour again to help take the edge off what she was going to say.

 

“POP?” Mandy said in a skeptical tone of voice.

 

“Yep; POP!”  Sammy controlled her breathing and continued, “You know how mum really, really hates it when I run though the house with my boots on; Well not only that but I also jumped in the garden bed and got them really grubby, then ran through the house over her polished wood floors; stomped up the carpeted stairs and straight into my room, then took them off and waited for the screaming to start; I almost came right there and then.”

 

“Hoooooolllly shit!” Amanda exclaimed, totally forgetting her misery, “Your mother would have gone ballistic.”

 

“That she did; and then some.”

 

“Get yourself down here Samantha Dianne; and bring that cane.” She bellowed,” Sam was doing her best imitation of her mother.  “I always know when she uses my full name, it means I’ve pushed the right buttons and I’m really going to get it.”

 

Amanda started to feel better and wanted Sam to continue, “Sounds like number one big time trouble.  And you wanted this to happen?”

 

“Shit yeah!  I was so horny I would have done anything to get a flogging; and it was Mega, Mega big time trouble,” Sammy paused as if in thought, “Well it was until she found out about you and me, then the roof really lifted, and everyone ran; even me dad was running for cover.” Samantha laughed; even Amanda giggled.

 

“So what did you do then?” Amanda asked; she was now genuinely interested; she even got up and sat beside Sam on the bed.

 

“Well!  I took off my shorts and panties; then jammed my panties right up my cunt,” Amanda always loved it when Sam was got aroused; she reverted to the foulest language, “and then got into a new pair of knickers and quickly jumped back into my footy shorts.”  She said seriously.

 

“Why on earth would you want to do that?  Didn’t it fucking hurt?  Didn’t it atleast feel uncomfortable.”  Then Amanda had an epiphany, “Ohhhh! That’s right; Masochist?”

 

 Samantha laughed, “Ummmm well yeah, sort of, but that’s not the only reason.  I needed something to stop my pussy juices from running down my legs.  Can you imagine what she would have done if she saw sopping wet knickers from cunt slime while she was caning me.  Now I maybe a masochist, but I do have my limits; I’m not fucking insane; well not totally.”

 

Amanda just chuckled at that statement.  Amanda felt a twinge and a rising dampness.  She couldn’t believe she was actually getting turned on by Sam’s recount of her beating.  Sam didn’t look like she was stressed about it either. Actually there was a wicked gleam in her eyes.  “Go on, go on; I want to know how it ends.” She said enthusiastically.

 

“Well Duhhhhhh; It ends with me having a caned arse and sore nipples and the best orgasm I ever had.  That’s how it ends. Sheeesh! And they call me dumb?”  She quipped jokingly.

 

Amanda slapped Sam on the arm, “You know what I mean.”

 

“Do that again!  I think I like it.” She grinned.

 

Amanda sighed, “Just finish the damn story; will ya!”

 

Sam giggled, “Now where was I?  Ohhhh yeah; that’s right; I now have to get the cane, which is in mum’s bedroom, on the way past my brother’s fortress of solitude I see some of his modeling stuff; you know balsa wood and stuff, and sitting on the craft table was a sheet of sandpaper.  Bing!  Goes the ol’brain, and I kick into the next gear.”

 

Amanda rolls her eyes as Sam grins like a Cheshire cat. “Well! In for a penny, in for a pound. I always say.”

 

“So I tear off two pieces of sandpaper and stick the sand side against my nipples, inside my bra, and before you go asking there’s two reasons; One … My nipples become very sore and sensitive and I get a real kick out of it. Two … it stops my now rock hard nipples from poking mum’s eyes out when I get down stairs, not a good idea, if you use the same logic as for the wet knickers.  Don’t you agree?”

 

Amanda shakes her head, but had to agree with her imbecilic lover.  “So I grab the cane, and by this time my pussy is rebelling against the panties, chaffing inside my fuck tunnel something horrible; I walk slowly down the stairs, wincing with every step.  Mum thinks I’m reluctant to get my punishment, and scolds me for taking my time. “Get in here this instant young lady!”” Samantha does the gruff voice to imitate her mother.

 

“Huh! … Lady? …If she only knew.”  Sam giggled.

 

“See! It’s perfect camouflage.  She thinks I’m scared of getting the cane and I’m just trying not to cum.” Sammy laughs.

 

Even Mandy had to laugh at that one.  “Then she goes on and on and on; blah, blah, blah, fucking blah, about the dirt and scruff marks on the floor.  Sheeesh already! I think to myself; just fucking cane me ya bitch; I didn’t come down here to be nagged to death.”

 

“So by the time she bends me over the kitchen table and drags my shorts down; I’d cooled off a little which isn’t good; so I wiggled and squirmed and rubbed my nipples raw, then ground my clit painfully hard into the table top and got back to where I need to be. And all the while she’s thinking I’m terrified of what’s to come. Well she does her bit right on queue; and how! Wooow! Talk about going off like a rocket, I didn’t even feel the other five or was it ten … who cares.”  She cackles

 

So you see it’s a win/win situation. She wins because she thinks that she’s brought me down a peg and back to the straight and narrow.  I win because I’m now in orgasmic heaven.

 

“I don’t know what to say.” Amanda was still shaking her head.

 

“Ohhhh! There was one down side to it all, something I hadn’t planned on” Sammy said with a wistful sigh

 

Amanda burst out laughing, “You had to clean the floor and stairs!”

 

“Yeah! Well I suppose you have to pay the piper sometimes.” Sammy giggled, “But I got another orgasm out of it.”

 

“You did?  Her eyes going wide, “How?” Amanda was astounded.

 

“Well, by the time I finished cleaning all my boot prints off the floor I was back to square one again. Sore cunt, I still had my knickers jammed up inside me; sore arse, curtsy of my mother; sore tits, the sandpaper was still wearing away my nipples as I knelt on all fours and back to being Hoooornnnyyyyy as hell.”

 

Amanda’s eyes almost popped out of her head, “You didn’t get her to give you another flogging … Surely???”

 

Sam produced her evil smile again as she realized that Amanda was unconsciously rubbing her pussy; she continued, “No!  It’d be good in theory but mum is really only good for one or two flogging a month, and my tally was up for that month; any more than that and she gets so narky that she takes it out on everyone else; and I couldn’t live with that.  Them suffering for my pleasure; it’s just not right.”

 

“Ohhhh you’re so considerate,” Amanda chortled.

 

Yeah! That me; Considerate Sam. She beamed.

 

Sam took a breath, “So when I had finished, I ran up to my room tore off all my cloths; ripped the panties out of my cunt; which by the way; made me buckle at the knees, and shoved them in my mouth.”  Sam actually got to her knees on the floor to show Mandy.

 

“Ohhhh look; my trusty Chest-of Draws!”  Sam did a visual with her hands while looking sideways at Amanda.  “I pulled the top draw out; which you will have guessed is the right height … chest height while kneeling.  I stuck my nipples over the lip of the draw; took hold of my clit with the finger and thumb of one hand; took a deep breath, scrunched my eyes shut, sucked hard on my cunt slimed knickers and slammed the draw shut while pinching the fuck out of my clit.

 

Amanda fell back on the bed as an orgasm swept though her; moaning in sheer ecstasy.  Sam had also got herself hot and bothered in relaying the tale, but had another idea to bring Mandy around.  She knee walked across to the bed and slipped between Mandy’s thighs, licking her juices and rimming her arsehole bring her to another mind numbing climax.  After Amanda had cooled down enough to bring Sam’s lips to hers; they kissed tenderly.  “Wooow, that was enormous!” Mandy exclaimed.  “Not bad hey!” Sammy quipped.  “Now it’s my turn; there’s something I want you to do, and I can show you just how it works.”  Sam was diddling her clit as she spoke.

 

Amanda was pretty sure she knew what Sam was going to ask, “I don’t know if I can; I really don’t want to beat you.” She said with an anxious expression.  Ssshhhhh,” Sammy cooed, “You don’t have to beat anyone or even be violent for it to be effective.  Will you trust me and do what I ask?”

 

Amanda nodded, “I’ll try.”  “Good!  That’s all I ask.” Sammy panted as her arousal neared its crest, “now sit up and take me in your arms as though you’re nursing me ... hurry please.”  Amanda did as she asked and laid Sammy’s head on her breasts and stroked her hair with one hand and brought the other around her Sam’s waist.  “That feels wonderful but not really what I need,” Sam moaned

 

Sam then took Mandy’s hand off her hair and pushed it down to her pussy, “Play with my clit, tweak it gently until I say, roll and gently tug on my nipple with your other hand;  Ohhhh yes… yes do it… That feels so gooooood; I love you my sweet and I NEED you to show me just how much you love me.” Sam was almost out of her mind, “You understand?  Don’t you my love.”

 

Tears were streaming down Mandy’s face as Sam rolled her mouth up to hers and gave her a full and passionate kiss.  Amanda shuddered and felt unfamiliar feelings stir deep down within her. 

 

Amanda set her determination to do as Sam had asked and prayed she got it right, Sam started to pull hard on her other nipple.   “I love you more than life itself my darling; I love you with all my heart, with all my soul and with all my strength.”  With that Amanda gritted her teeth, pressing her fingers together hard down on Samantha clit and nipple, mashing them both with steely vice like determination.   Sam stiffened, a screech emanating through her clenched  teeth, finishing in a guttural groan; then the spasms tore through her waif like body; throwing her face into Amanda’s breast screaming her orgasm into the soft pillows of her chest.  Her kisses and caresses of Mandy were diametrically opposed to the painful attack upon herself.  The harder Amanda pinched the more tender Samantha kissed and suckled on Amanda’s breasts through agonizing groans; shuddering as her arm locked around her lovers back, caressing her.  It ended in a volley of spasms that threatened to tear her nipples and clit from her body.

 

Samantha slumped, totally spent, and Amanda immediately let go of her tortured nubs, finally understanding what Sam had tried to tell her.  Samantha had taken pain and turned into a loving caress.  They were two halves of a whole, fitting together in seamless perfection.

 

Amanda tried to think of the old saying, “The whole is so much greater than the sum of its parts … that’s it.”  Amanda sighed; without Sammy she was a mere shadow, and Sammy showed that she would be lost without Mandy.  She felt Sam’s strength flow though her.  She rocked and cuddled her while her precious darling’s tears wetted her breasts.  “I love you Sam; I love you, I love you, I love you.”  Tears of pure joy rolled down her own cheeks.

 

It seemed like hours; just lying there in each others arms.  Sam bolted upright, “Ohhhh My God! Your mother is still lying on the floor in the lounge room.  She’ll think we’ve forgotten her.”  Amanda chuckled, “Actually we did.”  And then, “Did I do it right?” Mandy asked nervously.  “More right than you can ever imagine.” Sam beamed.

 

They both laughed as they got off the bed. “Ouchhhhhh, Ohhhh dear; this is the part I’m not really wrapped in.  These poor little buggers are going to be sore for a few days, and they were only just recovering from mum’s attention.”  She whined as she cupped her nipples.

 

Amanda only smiled and said, “Well darling!  You asked for it; I take no responsibility for your discomfort.” 

 

“Your compassion overwhelms me.”  Sam chided.  They both broke up laughing as they headed down stairs. “By the way there’s something I’d like to know.” Amanda inquired, “Didn’t it ever occur to you that you might have chopped your nipples off with that stunt?”

 

Sam grinned, “No! I’d used the chest-of-draws before; I’ve only got two hands and if you want to do both nipples then the clit misses out.  I had noticed a quarter inch gap between the draw and the chest; so they only get squashed; although it is a bitch getting them buggers back out again.”  She grinned

 

Both were laughing, by the time they got back down stairs.  Angela had crawled halfway through the house to the kitchen on her way outside.  Not finding her in the lounge room, the girls were a little worried until they heard a slight moan.  “Look at her; she’s trying to get out to Donnie, the stupid bitch.”  Amanda said it without any sarcasm or malice.  Sam chuckled, “Maybe that’s where she wants to be right now.”

 

 “It may very well be.”  Amanda sighed, “But she’s not in any fit mind to be making those decisions and she needs tending to, and that is best done in a clean and hygienic bed not some dog kennel; she can go back outside if she wants to when she’s fit and ready.”

 

“Does this mean you’re going to let her prove herself worthy of your love?”  Sam hinted.

 

“Ohhhh she done that ten fold and then some,” Mandy chuckled. 

 

“Although I think we’re going to need a bigger cupboard.” Mandy deadpanned.

 

“Why’s that?” Sam asked inquisitively.

 

“What with a dog fucking mother and a couple of sadomasochistic dykes in the house; there is just not enough room in that there ol’cupboard for all them there skeletons.”  Mandy smirked.

 

Sammy fell to the floor.

 

“Stop laughing ya arse off ya bitch, and help get this stupid cunt up stairs to bed.”  Mandy chuckled.

 


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