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> Master Pierre wrote to me to go back to the club. i told him i wouldn't
> go. We don't write to each other anymore. i'm writing to you for the same
> purpose. i don't want to continue.
> About the leaking of yellow stuff from my peehole, it didn't stop. i had
> to see the doctor and go make a blood test. It sems i got a sexual disease
> i caught last week at the club. i had to do the HIV test too, it is
> negative but i have to do it again in 3 months because you can't know for
> sure right after it seems. The doctor gave me a strong shot of something
> and it's gone now, but HIV is still very likely it seems. Because the
> doctor told me that if you swallow cum it's like if you get fucked.
> So, that's all. i'll stop all that. i don't exactly know what i will do
> with the other people. Maybe i'll keep on doing some of the tasks i'm
> asked to do from time to time but i'd rather stop all at once. Even
> drinking my piss at night, it was something i quite liked actually but
> it's a bad thing.
> So, that's all. Thank you for taking some interest in me these last few
> months.
I waited a while to reply. I am not mad at you. I understand you are
frightened. How did your std test come back?
M
> i would understand if you were mad. i showed i can't be trusted.
> my HIV test came back negative for the moment but i have to do another one
> in a couple of month. And the leaking is completely gone now.
Would you like to earn my trust back?
M
> i'm not sure what to say. i'd like to earn your trust back but i know i can't
> promise you to do whatever you say. Not anymore. What i did lately
> disgusts me and still scares me, i think of it everyday.
Well, you could start by telling me what you really don't want to do
anymore. If it is acceptable to me we could go from there. I know you
really liked a lot of my tasks. Many of them were simple and I am willing
to bet you still do some of them. Send me an email and tell the stuff you
really hated and which ones made you feel like a good submissive bitch.
M
>i can't really say i liked any of your tasks. The one that didn't really
>bothered me was to drink the daily glass of piss, i didn't liked it at
>first but got used to it after a while. The thing i had the most trouble
>with was to work on my urethra.
Ok. I will leave your piss tube alone. I would like you to keep drinking
the piss though. Maybe we could do some more piss work...like food
preperation with it and such....what do you think?
M
Just a note to see how you are doing. Have you settled down yet? Are you feeling better about your place on the food chain yet?
Let me know..
M
...
At that time there was a pause of a few months in our relationship.
...
> Dear Master Mike,
> I apologize deeply for the way I behaved. I tried to changed my life, I
> felt it was what I needed, but it didn't work. I now know I need the abuse
> and that I'm not worth anything. I need to be in pain and to feel
> humiliated, I'm not a normal boy, I never will be.
No shit you stupid fuck. You should be ashamed of yourself. How do I know
that you are not going to act up again? What happened to your boyfriend?
Write back and answer these questions and I will consider entertaining
myself with you again cunt.
M
Dear Master Mike,
> Thank you for your answer. I feel ashame, I really do. i was
> really doubting and just at that time I met this boyfriens who was really
> nice with me. He took really good care of me and I really thought that I
> could have the kind of life other boys have, that in fact I was normal.
> But everything turned out wrong. He learned about my previous life. The first time I
> persuaded him it was not true but then it seems he knew more than I
> thought and finally he showed me one of the video I made. He took it
> really bad. And finally, after some weeks we broke up, he said he couldn't
> stay with me thinking of all the sick shit I did before. I've been really
> depressed for some time, not knowing what to do. Until I came to realize
> that maybe I was wrong to think I was normal, that it was the contrary
> that was right. I don't want to lie to you, I still have a lot of doubts.
> But I started to think a lot about all this period of abuse lately, and I
> feel a kind of reconfort in it. At that time I was not happy, just like
> now, but at least I was feeling useful in a way by entertaining you. I
> didn't realize at that time but I do now, that everything you made me do
> was to make me realize I was made to serve and take abuse, and that I have
> to fully accept it. I understand that in a way you were trying to help me,
> and I am ashamed I refused that. It's still difficult for me to admit that
> I was able to drink piss everyday or worse, to eat my shit. I know I did
> it and at the same time it seems like another life. But it was a life
> where at least I felt useful and even if it was disgusting I know I was
> pleased to do it for you. I'd like to get that back, to let you help me
> see the real me.
Cunt,
The only way you are ever going to find any peace of mind is to accept your
position in life as being submissive to others. Total submission is where
you will find contentment. You need to live with an Alpha male and serve
his needs without consideration for yourself. That includes having other
wants and desires. You may be miserable for a time wishing it were not so
but it is. Some life forms have to be servants to keep the world in
balance. Your service may well keep a boy who is not such a little cunt
from becoming one against his own will simply because of physical stature or
economic circumstances. Your service to Alpha males (and it may well mean
serving many Alphas at their whim) is something a cunt like you should take
very low key (as in never show it) pride in. Your pain gives pleasure to
those who can demand it. Your humiliation brings pleasure to those who
witness it and joy to the truly dominant Alphas who inflict it. Genetically
your balls are meant to breed. Your reality is that your balls are there
as a point of pain administration to show your total lack of stature in our
male society. My balls by contrast are used to seed cunts like you thereby
completely taking away any hope of true manhood for pathetic cunts like you.
If you are not happy it is because you have not yet totally submitted your
life. Cum and piss are not just the secretions from an Alpha male's cock.
They should be viewed by you as a gift from a Man that helps you maintain
your equilibrium. I am taking a lot of my time with you cunt. Try not to
fuck it away on whims again. If taking sperm in your belly or fuck hole
makes you sick then take it as proof that you have truly served and embrace
it. Get a shot if possible and continue your service....again your service
may keep a real Man from getting sick or infected. So for fucks sake step
down to your place on the food chain and do your fucking job bitch. My
patience is a gift that does not keep giving for eternity. Treat Me and My
desires with respect from now on or you will be flailing around in the dark
being miserable for the rest of you cuntish existence.
Send me a video of you drinking three large tumblers of piss as a start of
your punishment. Do it soon or don't bother me again. You already know
what I expected of you and you contacted me again so this should not come as
a surprise. Piss will be consumed every fucking day of the rest of your
life. The sooner you start the sooner you start getting happy. More pain
is in your future.
M
> It took me more than 40 minutes but I drank all of it. I had never drank
> so much in a row before, my stomach don't feel very good. But I understand it
> is a punishment and I deserve it. Thank you Master Mike.
You are welcome cunt. You are by NO means out of hot water yet bitch boy.
The next one involves a bunch of bananas. Do you have a problem with buying
a bunch of bananas? You once told me you had a strict limit that you would
not purchase even the slightest item to comply with tortures. So let me
know if you want to buy six bananas. I laughed my ass off evertime you
looked miserable in that video clip. Was your belly nice and bloated?
M
Good boy. Get six full size bananas. Peel them. Lubricate your cunt with
crisco or cooking oil. Start stuffing. One banana at a time into your shit
hole. All six. I don't have to tell you what to do next. Shit the bananas
into a bowl and eat them...right after you piss into the bowl. It does not
have to be a huge amount of piss...just enough to flavor the bananas. Get
used to it because your punishment is going to go on for a while cuntface.
Piss is going to be added to almost all the food you consume at home. LOL.
You fucking cunt. You have a lot to atone for. When I am done with you,
you will know your place is groveling on th ground at an Alpha males feet.
For that matter every male animal is superior to you fuckface.
Excellent fuckface. I am pleased by the instant obedience to my wish. It
is funny as shit to think of you sitting around with all those bananas
stuffed up your cunt waiting to produce some nice soft serve dessert for
your continued humiliation and My Alpha amusement. It is too bad you are so
far away. I could train you properly to service my needs and those of my
friends pig. Your suffering would be endless and most amusing. Does this
submission give your peace? Do you feel you are atoning for trying to be an
equal when you obviously are not? How many times, I wonder, have you looked
a true Male in the eyes when I had told you not to? I will never know for
sure, so I will have to make sure you get the message this time cunt.
M
That is very good pig. You followed your intructions to the letter. How
did it taste? Hope you liked it because, as I stated before, if you want to
truly please me you will be pissing to some degree on most of your food.
Not always a full load of piss. Sometimes it may only be a little, but the
object is going to be to break you down so that no matter what an Alpha Male
demands of you, you will obey him without thought for yourself or
hesitation.
> I can't really say the submission gives me peace yet. I feel more tormented
>but it's just been 2 days, I'm sure it will come. I will piss on my food
>each time I'm alone. I understand your goal to break me down in order to
>erase any hesitation I may have in front of an Alpha Male. I really want to
>be a good boy, I'd hate to act badly in front of an Alpha Male. I think
>only once I am broken down, will I find peace and accept what I have to
>accept witout resistance or too much thinking. The begining will be
>difficult but I'm really motivated to train hard again. As for the bananas they
>tasted more like shit than piss, I should have made sure before that there
>was no more shit in my hole. But I'll have to get used to that taste again
>anyway, so it's not a bad thing I guess.
Listen to that small voice inside of you cunt boy. The one that is urging
you to embrace your torment and give into what ever nasty degredation the
real Men have for you. The voice that is urging you to find a way to serve.
Sometimes you will here another little voice urging you to rebel as you have
in the past...that voice must be silenced and eradicated. Will you walk
thru life with your eyes cast slightly downward? Will you stop wearing
underwear to mark yourself as a slut and make your worthless hole more
easily accessible to those to whom you MUST submit? Will you tolerate the
pain when a Man comes home frustrated from his job and beats you with a belt
to ease his pent up rage? Will you someday be so submissive that when your
Master needs to piss you will immediately offer your mouth or cunt to Him?
Will you service your Master's guests without a word of protest or a
moment's hesitation? Will you someday find comfort in feeling Alpha sperm
cleaning to the crevices of your worthless cunt hole, knowing that you have
given your tortured rectum up to the pleasures of your betters?
I wonder about these things. I think of ways to take you down the path.
Willingly? Kicking and screaming? I wonder. Oh well, life is not an
adventure if you only stand on the sidelines of it.....LOL.
M
I started to stop wearing underwears today. As I told you once it makes me
>feel a little uncomfortable because you can see my dick and especially my
>balls along my leg. But I remember what you told me once, that the purpose
>of wearing no underwear was to keep me in my place and embarassing me in
>front of my betters. I'm still a little afraid about the path I'm taking
>but I'll do my best.
Good bitch. Your humiliation is important to both Me and you. Give up your
desire to control your destiny cunt. I want everyone who looks at you to
know you are a fucking worthless piece of shit. Straight males and women
will look down on you for your obvious lack of manners and gay Alphas will
leer at you and know you are available for their pleasure. Send me a
picture of what your package looks like in your jeans. I think you are
whining about nothing faggot. If I were there I would be torturing the shit
out of your worthless cunt balls and making them swell to show off even
more. Don't forget...NO LOOKING ANY MALES IN THE EYE. In situations where
you meet someone else at a choke point like a doorway or narrow hall or
passage you MUST always yield to the other person and put your head down
when you do it. You should already know this, but I am going to reinforce
it here right now....ANY man who wants to fuck you or wants you to blow him
gets what he wants WITHOUT ANY resistance or hesitancy on your part. You
are a cunt boy from now until the fucking day you leave this earth. It is
what God put you here to be and you MUST embrace and acknowledge it totally.
When I finish with you you will conduct your life like a fucking whipped
dog.
Are you drinking your piss every day? Have you been adding at least some
piss to all the food you prepare at home? How often are you mastubating?
Write me with answers and comments on everything I have stated here. Also,
send the pic I intructed you to and a vid of you eating piss flavored food
from a plate on the floor without using your hands...like a dog.
M
It feels very weird to look down and put my head down when I meet a male.
> I mean some of them just pass without noticing me but some others really see
> I put my head down. The worst is when I have to go buy cigarettes or bread,
> I'm really in front of them and in this case they have to notice. They
> must think I'm retard. Something really bad happened yesterday, I was in an
> elevator and 2 guys entered so I lowered my head, I think they noticed I
> did this because of them. And then one of them asked me the time. I gave it to
> him without looking at him. I felt bad. When we went out of the elevator,
> I heard them laughing, I'm sure it was because of me. I feel very weak in
> this kind of situation, it's difficult to behave like this in public, I feel so
> ashamed. It reminds me of a guy in my high school, we were always teasing
> him because he never spoke to anybody and he kept his head low. I never
> thought about that before but maybe he was a cunt boy like me. At least,
> by training every day to be more submissive like this, I feel more ready to
> the idea to let a male use my mouth or ass if the situation ever shows up.
> I've also been adding piss to my food. I managed to do it nearly every
> day. What I don't know is if I have to also drink some "pure" piss like in a
> glass every day.
> I masturbate about 3 times a day. When I wake up, before going to sleep
> and usually another time in the evening. Is that ok ?
> On the video you can see that for lunch I ate a steak with rice and piss.
> I ate it like dog food on the floor without my hands.
The shame you feel is not only good, it is a sue sign that the training is working and is very necessary. If the males are amused or disgusted by your behavior then all the better. It is your duty to amuse us in any way you can. You can cast your eyes down and assume a submissive demeanor without totally inclining your head. The important thing is that a perceptive man can read your submissiveness. Stepping aside and deferring the right of
way to males is a good thing too. You feel weak because you ARE A CUNT. I want to take the resistance and the fight completely out of you bitch. It is good that you are cooking with piss. Very good. Tasty? You will now start drinking four ounces of your urine in the morning when you get up and at night before you sleep. For now one meal a day must be eaten without hands, on the floor like a good cunt. Here is another rule : every Sunday for diner you'll have a special meal. Main course will be dog food. Dessert wil be some of your shit. I want you to get a dog bowl for that. The rule is set, so I won't ask you again and I don't want to hear you complaining either. Next monday, I want a video of you eating your special meal. For now I will let you masturbate, but you must up it to seven times a day. If you don't manage the seventh one, I will take masturbation away from you all together for a time period of my choosing. You will also eat the cum. All of it without exception. Send me a report on this. I want to know how
soar your worthless dick is. I may even send you viagra to make your cock achingly hard then have you go out and walk around with a raging boner. Maybe have you stand at a public urinal with your hardon on view. Maybe that boy in your school was a cunt like you. Maybe not. But one thing is for sure...the next time you meet him he will know for sure what you are. A fucking piece of shit CUNT.
Good morning cunt boy. Just checking on your progress. Is your worthless dick getting soar yet? Are you complying with my seven times a day masturbation instructions? If you think it is uncomfortable to have an aching dick cuntboy imagine what it will be like if you don't do it. LOL. If I cut off your jacking off your balls will fill up in a matter of a day or two; you will get rogue hardons at inappropriate times and precum will start leaking everytime you see a Man. With no underwear on that should be an interesting sight for your betters to look at. So, if that is not what you want then don't give me any reason to punish you.
For now I am considering what can be done to punish your worthless balls. In the next days we’ll work with weights. I want you to get very, and I mean VERY, low hangers. Your bitch tits need some attention too. They need to be fully seen through your teeshirts. Be nervous cunt because I want it to be creative and scary for you. Of course you should also be confident that I will not make you do anything to permanently injure you. I take better care of my property than that.
Write soon cuntboy.
M
I thought it would not really be a problem to jerk off seven times a day,
>but it's more difficult than i thought. I usually have to jerk off
>4 times in the evening. My dick is not aching but it takes some time for me
>to cum. Especially if I have to do it two or three times in a row.
> But I can't imagine spending a full day without jerking off so I'll keep
> doing it 7 times a day. I don't know, if one day I can't jerk off I can
> feel my balls kind of burning, they need to release pressure and cum.
Hello cunt. I have not heard from you in a while. I only received the video of your special Sunday meal. I'm glad to see that you filled the whole bowl in with dog food and then with shit. This is the kind of attitude I'm expecting from you, cunt. Looks like you had less trouble with dog food than with shit though, next Sunday try to eat it with a little more enthousiasm. Anyway, do not worry I'm thinking of a programm in the future to work on your shit eating abilities. How does your worthless dick feel? Still following your last instructions? Seven times a day bitch or 0 times...either way I like it. Still cooking with some piss every day? Still drinking your skanky piss? you better be or you will find yourself sleeping on the fucking floor again cunt. Soon it will be time to switch gears for some more physical torture. Let me know how it is going pussyboy.
M
I keep following my training but it's difficult to keep the rythm. Drinking
> some piss in the morning and before going to bed is ok. But I can't eat on
> the floor and cook with piss everyday, I do it as much as I can though.
> And I also managed to continue to jerk off 7 times everyday. But all this
> is a tough rythm I don't know if I can add more things like physical
> torture as you want to all this. My mind is already very much focused on
> my dick and my piss and keeping a low profile when I meet males. I know
> I'm not supposed to get used to it right away, but the phase I'm in right
> now is hard to handle. Maybe if I manage to please you with the torture
> you'd like to see me do, we could try to change the rythm of all my tasks.
> I know I shouldn't ask you that but I prefer to share my concerns with
> you. Also I thought that jerking off 7 times a day would lower my sexual
> tension tension but it's the contrary, I feel like I'm thinking a lot more
> about sex. Is it normal, do you think I'll get used to it or should I
> already be used to it?
You have to trust me on this cunt. I know how much you can handle. My plan is to alternate the submissive routine you are currently experiencing with breaks of physical torture/pain. I want you to be well rounded and you will find that once you have had periods of both then it will be way easier and more natural for you to accomodate any demand made by an Alpha. The only part that will NOT fluctuate will be the submissive demeanor (downcast eyes,
yielding right of way etc.) when in the presence of any male. Oh, and no underwear...EVER again. Throw it all out or use them as cleaning rags as you wish cunt. For the time being you may stop eating on the floor. I am not happy to hear you say you can't cook with piss everyday. How hard is it to put a little piss in your fucking cereal or on your eggs cunt? You don't have to drench it to please me just "some" piss. Goddamnit, that is so
fucking easy as compared to some of the shit I have made you do and you let me down on it. You don't even have to piss to do this...just save a little bit in your glass from the morning and put a few drops in whatever is going in your cock sucking mouth. Do it or you will find yourself spending the night on the fucking floor of your bedroom cunt. Remember the last time you were punished with that? You did not like it much did you? If I were there you would suffer for letting me down. Do you feel the shame? You should.
How is your submissive demeanor working? Are Alphas still noticing you? Do they ever fuck with you or toy with you? Have you had sex with a man lately?
As for your focus on sex...oh well piglet. You will be used for it the rest of your worthless life so you might as well think about it a lot. When you can handle the seven times a day routine I may add a eighth or take it away for a period of time. I'll have to think about it.
I encourage you to let me know how you are feeling. This is not bad as long as you approach me with respect and deference. In fact it would be better to hear from you more often so that I can keep tabs on your progress and state of mind.
Write to me soon. I will be ready for some torture in a short time.
M
I'm very sorry, I didn't want to disapoint you. I didn't realize it was
> that important to put piss in my food. I'll try to do more, I promise. But
> I do drink some in the morning and before going to bed. And please don't
> take the jerk off away from me, I need it to handle everything. 7 times is
> already a lot, I'm not sure I could do more. It already takes me a lot of
> time and occupies my mind a lot, I'm constently thinking about it, trying
> to find some time to do it, but sometimes I have to jerk off five times in
> the evening.
I still keep a low profile in front of males. I can see they notice but
except for that last time in the elevator, nobody really teased me about
that.
Since you told me you were thinking about adding some physical torture to
my training, I can't help but feelig anxious. Is it really necessary that
> I receive pain? What I currently do is already difficult for me. I want to
> plese you, I really do. But I'm worried about what I'm becoming. Since I
started again with you, I constantly feel ashamed andworthless. I feel
> like I'm degrading myself and not improving. And to answer your question,
> it's been months since I had sex with somebody. I think more and more
> about it. It must come from my training. Should I try more to look for
> getting my holes used? I know I'm a cunt but part of me still resists.
Good to hear from you so promptly cunt. In regards to the piss...good boy. It is easy to please me most of the time. In regards to jacking off....I told you that the physical torture would be in lieu of some of the other tasks you currently do, but it WILL be one or the other. For now you can reduce to five times a day for a short time period. I will let you know when to increase it again. Right now here is what I want you to do : every day, just before going to sleep, suck on your dildo for 30 minutes nonstop. Do it only with your mouth, no hands on the dildo, don't touch your cock either. Do it for 30 minutes, then you can drink your last glass of piss and go to sleep. Understand bitch ?
The pain is necessary because seeing you inflict it on yourself pleases me. I love watching the clip of you putting the cigarette out on your balls for no other reason than to please me. Your anxiety and shame are natural. Worried about what you are becoming? You are becoming what you need to be and that should bring you joy on a lot of levels. I wish I were there I would be able to hold you and rub your head and show you the positive side
of your efforts to please me. You will see my point when you find a real Master and begin pleasing Him with what you have learned here.Step up your efforts to find men to use your mouth and cunt. Make sure you take the cum he gives you and thank him for it. Offer to drink his piss if he wants you to. You must not only suppress but you must kill the part of
you that still resists bitch. Silence it. I am working on your next task.
Hello cunt. I have been thinking of some new tasks. For the next 24 hours I want you to jack off into a shot glass or small similar container. Refrigerate it if you want but it should not be necessary. At the end of the day before you go to bed drink/eat it. All of it.
Also, I want you to back your rectum onto a doorknob and jack off until you cum. Use lots of lube. Full fucking yourself on the knob...all the way on and all the way off until your worthless dick pukes your scum up so you can eat it.
For the short term you can stop cooking with piss. Still have to drink some daily though and eat your special Sunday meal. And of course your submissiveness must still be made obvious to Alphas.
M
I'm sorry, I don't want to discuss your orders but the knobs on my doors are round and quite big, I don't think I can put one in my ass and even if I could it's not a good shape to fuck myself on it (they are like a mushroom if you see what I mean). As for drinking my cum, it's not a problem, I already drink my cum when I jerk off and I've always been doing that. But I'm concerned about my ass, I can't stretch it much, I'm not used to taking stuff as big as that. Thank you for allowing me some time off with the piss. I'll continue to drink some twice a day and eat my special meal on Sunday. But please let me know what I should do with the doorknob task.
The idea behind the doorknobs is two fold. The first one is it is
large...meant to train your cunt to open up for just about anything. It is time to work on your cunt for real. In a few weeks we'll start a new training with dildos. Don't worry cunt, I know you won't buy things. That's why I've decided I will buy dildos for you. I want you to go on this website : www.bigdongs.de. Choose 2 toys from the dildo section and 1 from the plug section. I want to see what you would choose. Of course, anything too small will not be considered. Be creative, try to please me. I don't think your ass is that tight right now. Of course it needs training to be able to take a fist. But we'll work on it. I also noticed a few months ago during a dildo session that your ass tends to prolapse a little. We'll make sure to develop that. A prolapsed ass is the mark of a true cunt.
As for the doorknob, the second thing is the shape...it is meant to hurt...just enough. I want you to struggle a bit to comply with these orders..if it is too easy then it is
meaningless. If the doorknobs are impossible then I will find another
household item but don't expect it to be easy.You asked if you should increase your efforts to get fucked (See quoted text)" Should I try more to look for getting my holes used?" so do what comes naturally to you. Use the net if that is your normal hunting ground
or hang out in cruisy men's rooms.As for offering to drink piss. You can wait for him to give it if that seems appropriate but you will find that offering it will come naturally to
you after a while and most Alphas will really like hearing you say it.Quit with the doubt shit you fucking worthless faggot cum dump. You have it in you to be an outstanding cuntboy for a lucky Alpha and I am determined to bring out the bitch boy in you. Get on with it cunt.
M
I did what you asked with the door knob. I really couldn't take it at
>first. I had to open up my cunt a lot with my fingers and then force myself on the knob and then it finally poped in. It was painful at first and I bled a little, but then my cunt got used to it. So I was able to fuck myself on it. My feeling was weird, I felt like an animal who had to get something up its cunt whatever it was. It's really sick, who would do
> that ? Fuck himself on a door knob just get its cunt filled. The worst is I have to admit at the end I quite liked it. Sometimes I come to think I should just abandon using my dick and use my cunt instead, I don't think I can do it though, I'm so used to jerk off.
i have one question : what do you mean by prolpapsed ass ? i'm not sure i understand.
So, now you know that there is method to my demands of you eric. I am really very pleased with you cumdump boy. Now let's try some absolute obedience. You may only cum if the doorknob is up your ass or I give you a specific task to perform that precludes the doorknob being practicable. Do you understand? EVERYTIME YOU WANT TO CUM THE DOORKNOB MUST BE UP YOUR CUNT. No doorknob then no getting off. That means five times a day for now. This should not be that hard right now as you are on holidays. It becomes easier as you are learning cunt.
A prolpased ass is also sometimes called "rosebud". It is a sign that your ass is used hard and regularly. It's as if the inside of your ass was coming out of it. Don't worry it is not dangerous, nor is it painful. But the result for the Alpha man who is using your hole is amazing. Right now you have a very small rosebud but it is a good start. Somme cunt don't have any and then it askes for a lot of work to get it out (if it ever comes out). So be glad to have one already. Once we've started with the dildos and your ass gets more streetched, we'll plan some rosebud training. Basically, you'll have to open your cunt and push, like when you're shiting. But when you do it long and hard enough, the rosebud will come out and with time will expand. But first thing first. I'm still waiting for your dildos selection. Send it to me quickly so we can start your training soon.
M
Here is the end of my story. i don't have the emails that followed. My training lasted for about six months after that and then our relationship stopped. i'm still not sure how and why. Maybe the distance is makes a relationship impossible. i stil think a lot of this period of my life. i've had some oter Masters. Most of them online relationship. But it never lasted as long as this one. And it was never as intense either. i'm still looking from time to time but i'm starting to think that it was this kind of relationship and bound that happens only once in a lifetime.
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